sussy book
okay, so from yesterday i'm reading some very sussy af book which IRL should be places in like a… just shouldn't be.
and today i felt physically bad up to few hours after coming home (like 2 or 3 hours before writing this post it went okayish).
now. it's 50/50 if i should continue reading that cursed book or not. lol. (but i really would like to read it, until they take it off archive.org, specially that this book is possibly a partial leak of internal us gov docs)
AAAAAH!!
PS: no i won't tell you what book i started. just for your safety, ok? thanks :)
debugging hardware
### okay, so for some time i had a problem with headphones having heavy lags when listening to radio.
enough big lags for everyone else not being able to listen that crap, IMO.
been thinking it's a generic softy issue with too many packets, radio is a type of a streaming service, yep?
so i've been scraping whole net with wireshark. for few days.
that gave me nothing.
forgot i been playing same radio via laptop speakers 2 or 3 times without bigger problems. not via headphones tho.
"googled" (or in my case - qwanted) if it could be a wave issue.
### it was a wave issue.
switched to 5 ghz wifi instead of 2.4 ghz one.
now it's WAYYYS better (except a small issue wifi likes to disconnect itself, but that's a different thing). including better audio quality which even i noticed, and i'm truly NOT an audiophile - i use radio mostly to not hear other things at home and not to enjoy music.
#so guys, if you ever have a lag which includes some peripheral - better check hardware first and then software. i know what i say.
pointless
# Ten Pointless Facts About Me
* which color of pen do i prefer for writing text offline?
black. people around me like blue tho and are trying to push me into that but no, i don't like blue ones.
additionally i prefer thick-writing pens instead of thin ones. (i like to see what i write, in bold)
* 2 best and 2 worst fruits:
2 best? banana and "ufo" peach (ye, these sweet ones), sometimes also ?mandarines? (idk how in english but i mean these small, sweet oranges)
2 worst? kiwi and sour apples. and raspberries >_<
* was first egg or chicken?
egg. dinosaurs were first.
* coding language i hate most?
idk, possibly rust, may be java too. (not JS, this is fine)
* do i enjoy any bans?
yep, years ago been banned from xitter cause told some windoze-based corp to go kill themselves.
haven't made appeal (and not gonna) and moved to mastodon.
enjoying what is now, xitter = shitter
* most used app?
on laptop - firefox. on phone… possibly morph browser. may be some games too.
* red or blue?
CYANNN!
* best tv show?
"your face sounds familiar", most possibly
* favorite song?
i like too much. sadly including rickroll and blue. sorry.
but if i were to really choose there is one old-af song in my country which title can be translated to "raspberry king".
* how many tabs in browser i had opened when writing this post?
exactly 1024. round number, yep.
themes and lag
so for few days i have lags. i know less or more what is causing it - most possibly d1scord - but i also saw that some old deprecated addons to browser (in my case firefox, yep, we aren't talking about gemini this time) may lag too, specially that i oftenly switch tabs (i mean - hueview addon which changes theme of whole browser to colors found on page i'm actually on)
so to fix the second issue i decided to make my own theme which should be available here, via ff color addon:
=> https://color.firefox.com/?theme=XQAAAAKkAQAAAAAAAABBqYhm849SCia-yK6EGccwS-xMDPrwkxctnRfBl4eCTbbuKNVs7MakqWR2KK7mOE2uMgg2KfRlDLEbTAMf2QIAgNM0AsEieZGPXO70q7kQRVL6JOvhz2Pkq-gFmct1txWask7EsmnmDZNAFTjMZ_hOzOg8VHBGJ1zZoOPtaibYA1RO9G5sX1BayoBnxezeLARvrPiP_TNClWFm3X963vX6fXLsSeZYj4htTWEOTk4rbi-HLoiDdNNqba0MY3CgIaT-zUVzk8CHPvsu34nH8dHkT_-XCCqe-nWoyWF1a8NT4IvsyVJL90f5YstCERZmYqRwWjL2XaT7IggRtVbsXTFSn_l2bb5TPhJQwbOF807YzA-OGEocMXMvMh5FaOL-0N42 link to theme
enjoy :)
firefox
i think i start hating firefox.
firstly - camera doesn't work like totally, thinks permission problems but not (discord or chromium - no problems but a lag)
secondly - recently lags also on firefox, thinking it may be some bad tab or something, idk what but can't even see what lags cause about:memory hangs on "measuring".
practically the only thing which still keeps me to this crap is tab groups.
# FFS
why do i
why. why do i…
* still search for game jams when i don't have power to even finish things i started?
* still use git-based services when i do hate git ASF?
* not have steam account and keep playing crap like sudoku or mahjong?
* not sign up for real forums and keep using shitcord?
and most importantly.
* [1mwhy do i still do nothing when i should be searching for a job?[0m
assholes
# am i the issue or "teachers"?
at home i'm yelled at cause "i'm always finding someone to blame except me".
like for every year at any school. one person per set of teachers.
and like. in first year and semester at uni there was a thing that one teacher went sick (hospital and such things)
so they found a replacement asshole guy which wasn't actually teaching but instead was telling us literally things like "google it yourself" or "find some tut on yt"
barely passed that.
next semester was also bad cause guy from operating systems made (i think even specially) exams which weren't based on knowledge but on quick noting data he told only once without repeating nor any other way (yep, i brealy passed cause i was just not quick enough and had a power outage in brain in mid point of getting tasks for exam, literally)
and now. F. F. S. next asshole at uni. at networks i can't even use my laptop cause that asshole ignores everything and it need to be 100% exactly same as he imagines.
you can't use teams on uni PC? sorry - go fuck yourself, better find a job…
# I HAVE FUCKING ENOUGH OF THAT CRAP…
deldoku
so today i'm a bit better.
day can say mid.
turned out that "networks" thing at uni is as easy as that crap i had at mid school (basically - who made http, what is a web port - LMAO, how to enter 192.168.1.1 , etc etc…)
hoards of maths as always on wednesday (🐸)
one bad thing - saw someone at uni coding "generic" sudoku game in cli in python.
okay, maybe that doesn't look bad but actually i was making a higher-dimensional sudoku (aka 16x16 one) in JS for web.
still okay. but. actually i can't find that unfinished crap anywhere on all gits i have, on htdocs, documents folder, homedir.
and possibly even search with combo of grep&&find on homedir doesn't help either. (have i deleted it???)
God Pls.
WHY?
whole day
today was a long day.
basically:
* firstly waking up at 5:30 A M
* then drinking hoard of coffe from quite bad source
* in between having few GOOD classes at uni (one were things like agile/waterfall methods with a cool guy and other one was from dbs)
* after coming home feeling bad, barely eating and having diarrhea (either stress cause waking up early. OR COFFEE). laying for few hours, playing games, a bit of radio, etc…
* for few h feeling better and doing some code. like trying to fix (idk if fixed cause someone else need to crash certs of this page smh) this server crashing, writing some php (planning or even making a game) and did some maths for tomorrow at uni. PS: still radio, recently smh i can't…
yeah, heavy day even if not that much…
java
today we had first labs where we needed to.
use.
fucking.
JAVA.
i fucking hate this language.
even worse than js, rust and assembly combined…
## like. who tf invented that same executor and compiler will say their not compatible?
# WHICH SATAN?
and if could change this group at uni.
and no. goddamn fucking shit named "family".
empty day
am i the only one who have days where you should do things?
when you have all todos noted in some way (digital, paper or in head).
but you still do nothing and your bored?
yeah…
weird…
shopping
you know that place with pencils, cinnamon rolls and labyrinth?
yeah, again.
and again didn't took enough coffe (only one, wanted two)
why it's always like that?
# why?
also - WHY DOES MY INTERNET LAG TODAY???
edit as of 4PM : stopped lagging. thank God…
### edit as of 9PM : lag again. God. please ;-;
## edit as of 11PM : 🐌🐌🐌🐌🐌 ← which of them will be fastest?
macd
# macd
how it is. when i'm in some shopping center and go to "golden arches" and want to only take something small before going to other shopping center but at the end it goes exactly like in this ad where a guy wants NOTHING but at the end eats whole burger, nuggies and drinks coke…
similar today at me, except that i haven't took something to drink. and to this moment i regret (and could take some coffe)
happens…
twos
# twos
today, second year at uni, and second day of it too. 2 and binary 2 (10) in calendar exactly.
sadly 2025 not 2024 (not a power of two)
so something mathy. this time started year with maths too (something named "numerical methods", idk…). for now i feel that may be hard (i barely passed algos last year, lol) specially that tests, even if we are allowed to use anything - including chatgpt - (surely on labs) will include talking part (explaining what crap does what)