i know it's been like a really long time since i wasn't posting here or ever touching codeberg account.

i think i lost all trust in opensource, IRC, linux, mastodon, matrix and myself too.

WHY?

- firstly - it's obvious, cause of that sloppy image from linux foundation for linux birthday this year.
- secondly - cause of recent TOS changes here, on codeberg (i understand blocking slop code but as far i saw it's more changes - to the point i wonder if i will be able to keep my account here just after this post itself)
- thirdly - over IRC and matrix i'm constantly getting scammed around some (gamedev) job offer... (basically like 30 delays of getting papers in 2 months and still got nothing) by very known members in these places. also cause it's nearly impossible to get a technical job these times.
- fourthly - by state of world itself (where human isn't valued by that it's a human but only by money/luck)
- fifthly - by state of internet (as in - blandness of pages, template defaults, totally no creativity and orientation on money only, etc. also internet not being searchable as of this year - seo and slop spam)
- sixthly - cause recently too much people try to convince me for drugs. both at uni, irc and other places

i mean - i know i am problem myself what is also a reason for this post:
- i do indeed vibe code (not here tho. i do it on github - see: github.com/hacknorris-code ) and i know it's bad (i use only text-based ais - mostly for code or brainstorm). BUT:
- after few covids years ago i lost most of head i had and if i were to code myself it'd take me 2 years to build a basic todo in python...
- additionally family problems (about which i'd rather not talk here) make my state even worse.

don't expect any activity more on codeberg from me. but you may instead expect me deleting some accounts soon (may keep github and itch.io tho).

i know i'm evil too.
but at least i know it and i don't make obnoxious slop art like linus or such blog posts (this post is handwritten in kate editor).

thanks for reading.